Sat here in bed unable to get to sleep again, thinking about how much I miss you. Been really sad the last couple of days, just think its hit me that im never going to see you again. I think i could have told you that I loved you more than I did but in my heart I know that you knew I loved you millions. Life is so unfair and you should never have left us, maybe thats selfish of me because I want you here to take all this hurt away. I dont want to feel like this anymore. We were so happy as a family before but now thats all gone and it will never ever be the same without you with us. All my love your totally heartbroken little girl xxxxxxxx