Papaparks this doesn't even feel real writing this to you when I'm not going to have one of your soppy toothless 'thank you chicken' kisses at the end of it!! It's taken me a while to get round to this,mainly because there's nothing that I can write to make this all ok,ok for you or the beautiful parkers you've left behind!! You are amazing&i love you very much, I miss your stories,knowledge (although most of it was bollox-sorry for swearing mamaparks) your advice &your laughs,I miss everything that you are!! Your beautiful family are lost without you & I hate that there's no magic wand to make it all ok!! Love you with all my heart & always thinking about you!!! Xxxo